I've been absolutely terrified of v* ever since 5th grade and I'm about to go into 10th grade this September. Every day since 5th grade I've continuously worried about v* every second. I absolutely hate having emetophobia. I'm so glad I foudn this website because I felt like I was the only one suffering with emetophobia. It's a good feeling knowing the rest of you are just like me and that I can talk to all of you. I feel liek none of my other friends understand what I'm going through. I don't eel like my family does either. My mom is always like I can't wait until you throw up. I know she means well, liek so I will get over it. But i have thrown up twice since I've been scared. One of those times I was sick. The other was I ate something funny. Throwing up only made me feel 329583429065093 times more scared. I really don't want to be scared forever. It's ruining my life completely.