I went upstairs at about 12.30am last night and i felt a bit low and i asked my brother if he could let the cat out as he was by the door, bue he said no, then my mum woke up and told us to be quiet, then from that an argument started, i wrote a post the other day about these fit things i keep having and they seem to occur more when i get stressed, i then started to punch myself in the stomach and ribs, its like i lose control totally of what my body wants to do, my mum and brother held me down, but i conitued to try hurting myself, in the end i managed to get away and i hit my head a few tims into the wall, and then into a mirror, my mum and brother came and stopped me and calmed me down, i got so worked up and i hit myself so hard in the stomach i started to heave and my head felt awfull and dizzy, i ended up staying awake thinking i was going to v* it was different from normal n* as it was from my head and the fact my stomach felt bruised, i had to take an anti-emetic in the end as i kept heaving, it took it away after a while and i feel asleep, i just hope i can find out what this fit things are as im scared im going to end up hurting myself further or end up killing myself from being so out of control..sorry that was kind of a rant and i know there isn't much people can say to this, i just needed to get it out of my system, sorry.