Last year when i was a bit healthier i wanted to join the T.A being a
specialist, then as you know i didn't eat so i couldn't join from not
being fit enough. Now im gaining more weight its something i really
want to do. Doing the specialist area i think you can choose a department, i want to go there and train the computing side of it, as i love computers and would love to work in the T.A so i can help people. I know that i have like trouble with germs, but hopefully this will help me overcome my fear, by doing all the training and stuff. I just hope people don't think im being stupid and that im not strong enough to do it, but its something im really determined to do and something i would like to achieve. So today i sent off for an application pack and a dvd about it, then i can have a look to see what there is to do.

Ruth x</font>