I'm really quite anxious and scared about tomorrow. I'll try to keep this short. I have my university induction tomorrow and i'm worried about so many things i don't know where to begin. !st of all i'm worried about taking buses again, through the summer i've been avoiding things and keeping "safe". Worried about standing in cues tomorrow incase i feel dizzy and n*. Thought the worst thing is that i have to go throigh to y b/f's in Glasgow (i live in Edinburgh) and i'm not looking forward to the bus journey. It's over an hour :S I've done it so many times but i haven't done it in a while. Been avoiding going to his house because his dads an alcoholic and it makes me feel uncomfortable. But i really wanna stay strong and get through tomorrow instead of reinforcing in my head that the whole thing is worth avoiding. Needing a bit of reassurance that i can actually do this. I really hope that once i get back into uni and start have routine that i'll be ok. I really don't wanna have to go to the doctors and get put on anti-anxiety tablets or anything. I'm seeing a counsellor at the moment and i wanna just try to get over the anxiety myself withour meds. Think my plan tonight is to just try to run through in a possitive way what wil happen tomorrow. Oh yea and i forgot to say that my b/f is meeting up with his work people to have a drink after work.... for like 3 hours. At my prom my b/f over drank and got drunk and was sick all the way home. I'm terrified he'll drink too much tomorrow although he promises he wont. (at the prom my emets wasn't bad, didnt even know i had it, it's gotten worse over the last yr)

Ok, enough said now.

Any advice and encouragement would be great.

Katie