I don't know what's been going on, but my fear of v* has been going on as long as I remember. I have FULL BLOWN panic attacks when I begin to get n*. I am not sure what's going on with me, but this is the fourth night in arow I've been nau*. I'm suffering and nobody really cares because to them it's not a big deal. I don't know if it's me making myself sick with thoughts or if it's something I need to get checked out. I am so tired of feeling n*. Even worse, somedays I think dying would be better than feeling this way.