
Originally Posted by
hippychick
I like this as an idea and I do think that there can be a best, mostly our "best" times revolve around times we remember being sick and being anxiety free. Doesn't that show you that you can be sick, you can deal with it and you can be fine, you just gotta kick this anxiety's butt!!!!!
My best was a time I actually had food poisoning. At first it was wful and I felt truely gross but although I was really anxious by the end of that experience I was totally calm. I would be sitting with my sister and be all....oh hang on IU have to throw up now, go do it and come back and be fine and calm. I so wish that's how I was now.
My worst was a time I was about 6 and I was sick in our school dinner hall, it's what makes me fear eating in public even now. Blah.
Thats so funny that u mentioned food poisoning cuz.. the time i had food poisoning with sushi about 3 yrs ago was my best and worst at the same time.. the worst cuz i v*about 13 times, i think honestly half way through the night i stopped counting! but.. being so scared at first.. was terrifying however.. after v* so much.. it was kind of like.. i would wake up after sleeping for maybe 45 mins and be like.. "oh its time to v* ... again!" and then i would go to the bathroom v* .. alot and sometimes voilently but then.. "ok thats done time to sleep for another hour and do it again prolly"
its just crazy how its like.. ok.. this is whats gonna happen and im going to do this no big deal but the first initial start its so scary..
i really related to your story, my fp experience was similiar... and honestly being the best and worst i still dont really want to experience it again!
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