Tonight...

[clarem579]

Ok, so tonight me and my partner are going out to my Nans 70th Birthday Party. For 3 years now, I haven't stayed at home when my partner has been drunk - I have always stayed at my Mums because I cannot stand to listen out all night and be awake all night! But tonight, I will HAVE to stay at home because my mum has guests staying so there will be no room for me.....I am dreading it!! I hope my bloke doesn't drink toooo much. I bet I will be awake ALL night. Is there ALWAYS someone here online LOL??! I know alot of you are in USA so for example my 2am in the UK, will be daytime to you so someone might be around??! I know I sound desparate but I am ALWAYS planning ahead for those 'What if's'!My stomach has been sooooo unsettled today too which I hope is just anxiety. I have had the runs already so I hope that was it and it doesn't happen again while I am out miles away from home!


Wish me luck....and if I post tonight in a state of panic or whatever, someone please reply to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thanks


Clare Xcx

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Hi!


Hope things work out for you. I'll be online the majority of the day after class, which is around noon. If you have AIM or MSN, just check my profile for my s/nand add me! Good luck!

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[clarem579]

Thanks for replying to my post. Here I am at 2:20am UK time and anxious. He hasn't had that much to drink, isn't that drunk but it is such a big thing for me to even be here at home in the same house! I would normally be at my Mums right now! I have set up camp on the sofa with the TV on but I am listening out for any noise. I hate this. One of you has AIM and I tried to pick up the address from your profile but the page kept expiring andI didn't get that far! If anyone is online, my AIM is Clarem579.





Thanks for listening


Clare XcX

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