so one of my best friends has fp*... i haven't talked to her all day because i've been out east shopping with the boy toy, so i don't know details and that scares me the most... and on wednesday my ex (a very close family friend) shared with me the story of how he was v*ing and had d* for 7 hours straight late monday night- tuesday morning (horrible sv*- he'd never had 1 at all throughout the 2 years we were together, so that freaks me out more now, just picturing it)... ugh, i'm freaking out, what a week... and i feel terrible tonight, i'm afraid to sleep... i just had some french toast with a friend at the diner bc i haven't eaten all day... i only had 5 hours of sleep last night and had such a looong day today and took some dramamine on top of all that, so i think maybe that's why i feel like collapsing right now and didn't have much of an appetite today... idk, i'm just scared.... HELP!!