so i posted right before the site went down about my ex having an sv and then my best friend having one... well the 2 weeks following those 2 cases were possibly the worst 2 weeks of my life... 4 of my other close friends also had the sv... i have never experienced this in my life!! i was the most neurotic person during that time and i couldnt even come on here for help!! i cried all the time and washed my hands till they bled and lost about 4 pounds... it seems the worst has passed now. i started my spring semester on monday and on tuesday felt as if i had to v* while driving home (which takes about 30 minutes). i freaked out and had to pull over numerous times to dry heave... i felt it coming up, i havent been so close to v*ing since i was little... i was so scared, but i made it home w/o v*ing. i think it may have been a combo of nerves/not eating. ugh i cant take this anymore.