I recently went to my doctor to see what I could do for my emet and the constant anxiety that comes with it. She was very kind about it and prescribed me Lexapro and some anti-emets just in case. I've been on it for about two weeks and it's like a whole different life.
I'm able to relax at school and talk to friends. I can go out to eat andnot worry so much about fp* dirty cooks...ect. But yesterday was a huge triumph for me.
*Graphic nasty stupid teenager stunt*
I was over at my friend's house when a group of guys came over. They had a list of things they needed to complete on camera(like a scavenger hunt). They decided to go with the "make a pizza smoothie" one. [img]smileys/smilies_12.gif[/img]Guys can be pretty gross. I was in my friend's room when the guy drank they energy drink/pizza blender special. Quite obviously the second he took a sip he heaved and gagged and puked into the trash can. He went into the bathroom and spit a couple of times in the toilet. I was just sitting on the bed like "ew..stupid guys". I didn't flip out or leave the house or anything like that. I even went in the bathroom later to pee only to discover he hadn't flushed. It was no big deal. I just flushed and peed. I'm so proud of myself. [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]
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