PHOBIA?

My 13 year old was s* again last night. Went to bed with the bucket. I took her in Emetrol AGAIN as well as a coke (with a straw) and a cold wet washcloth. I could not STAY with her but heard her and went to empty the bucket as needed.

All the while NO PANIC -- NO FEAR at all!!!

I am happy that this week I have been able to take control of my emotions and anxiety but will I be as strong "next time".

I cried when my daughter THANKED me for emptying the bucket and told me how well I was doing (she is such a sweet and loving kid).

WORST part -- she is home ALONE becasue I was s* on Tuesday and for all of you with jobs -- you know it's not really possible to miss two days in one week regardless of the reason -- I wish her stupid father would answer his phone so he could go get her and care for her until I can get out of here!!!

Thanks for listening -- sorry it was so..... long.

Hope everyone has a GREAT weekend!