I dont know how much this controls your guys' everyday life, but I dont think I can get by a second without thinking im going to be sick at anytime. I cannot convince myself that im not becuase I feel as though every feeling is different and I wonder each time...is this it? I can barely have an appetite for food, im even nervous about how anti-emet drugs would make me feel and they are for my fear! Each day seems to be worse, and I just dont understand all of this. I give up so much hope thinking my life is really going to be this way? Who wants this?