I really love my boyfriend and I feel like we really do understand eachother, but I can not explain this to him. I have never really tried explaining it to anyone until tonight, I know I have a million questions. I had such a long talk with him to get it, tried so hard to explain.

He just really hurt me. He basically said I get really selfish when I feel sick and say really mean things. I wish he knew that it is nothing against him I just get nervous. I do not even notice what I do or say. I do not want this on purpose.

So has anyone ever had success in explaining?