So this evening isnt the greatest one. Just kinda need to vent so those who read bare with me lol

My daughter been sick, stomach bug I guess has been going around (or so the docs office said). Its hard to deal with kids during times they are sick. Your brain is so divided by doing what a parent does and this phobia I have

On top of it I just feel terrible I dont know if its my anxiety making my stomach do somersaults or if I caught whats going around.

I do feel like my fears are getting worse and its so hard to get over it. I am terrified of any kind of germs that can make you sick. I think I probably support the soap and liquid hand sanitizer company lol[img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]

I think I probably should see my doc about it because I just hear someone is ill and I get worried and anxiety kicks in along with symptoms. but I have no insurance atm
but its at the point I avoid eating now, I worry about what I eat, what might it do, will that cause me to get ill? I mostly stick to prepackage items now
My husband is incredibly supportive so that helps a lot I dont know what I would do without him

But today is just a down day and I dont feel good so it adds to my struggle I just wish this nausea and stomach ache would go away