So i work at this local indoor waterpark at a nearby Hilton hotel. I am a student and so i work here on the weekends, it works out pretty well. And of course there is the natural part of v* when children play, and today i am at work, and for some reason i just can not calm down. It's Thanksgiving here, so almost no one is here, and no one has v* today, i am just still nervous for some reason. I think it might have to do with the holidays, they always send me into a tizzy. But i am bored and i have 5 hours of work left before i have to go 'celebrate with the family'.
I am just tired of feeling like this phobia has control over my life and not the other way around.
Anybody have suggestions on how to make work suck less?