If that makes any sense at all...


Sorry I haven't been around much, I started back up at school, along with working a lot and preparing my horse for year end shows (they're huge this year) it's been busy.


Anyway, as most of you remember I've been having horrible problems with my stomach, constant nausea (true nausea) and pain. We've resolved it a bit, my stomach just doesn't empty normally causing food to sit and sort of go bad in there before it empties, even water was making me nauseous because it wouldn't leave my stomach. I started meds for that, which helps, and still have compazine for the really rough patches. I've changed my diet and started a different exercise program, and for the most part, I'm okay.


I've always been emet, but it was so much more horribly worse when I was truely sick. I still eventually want to get treatment and get rid of emet for good, but right now that's not in the finances. I'm thinking my illness wouldn't have seemed like such the huge crisis it was if I weren't emet. I still constantly worry "what if my doctor won't refill my medications, then I'll be nauseous all the time again" but my mom says that anyone would worry about that, but every time I take a pill I start to worry that I'm getting down to the last one and be stuck and feeling sick.


I just am dropping in, I didn't forget anybody in our little (I guess BIG) emet family. Didn't mean to bore you with my seemingly endless problems.