y does it get to around 7 oclock and i just want to cry? Maybe its a thing about the night time, theres less people round, less to do, makes me think, then i cry and feel depressed all night long. Altho recently ive been depressed in the day too. I refused anti depressants from my doc cos i dont wanna go onto meds cos i dont want more complications with this stupid mean evil emet! I don't really know what to do, theres always a point where im so depressed for weeks then i can start to regain my strength again to fight it, but everytime i have a bad emet patch i only usually go thru depressions once an then im ready to go again an fight it, but this is the second time ive been depressed for a couple of weeks recently. i dunno, just so fed up of everything i suppose. sorry to ramble