I have just started my teaching course and am feeling a bit overwhelmed and not sure if i will cope[img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]
Its 9-5 monday to friday and quite intensive. I am finding this hard as
i have never been able to do hours like that. I'm enjoying the
actual content of the course but there sounds like theres so much to do
that i won't get any time for me and I have no control over what
happens day to day. The timetable changes every week so theres no
chance of a routine. I'm feeling so knackered and lost as i have
problems making friends at first so its all a bit lonely. Really
frustrated with myself that i am struggling when everyone else seems to
be taking it in their stride. I'm now beginning to wonder if i
will be able to lead a "normal" life ever! I don't want to let
myself down as I would love to be a teacher but i'm not sure if i'm
mentally able to do it. Sorry to rant but i feel a bit better just
writing that down as I can't really explain to people around me what I
mean.</font>