Ok so earlier today we went to the cinema to see the new Hillary Duff film "A Cinderella Story"(no v* but really boring) and that was fun and stuff. Then when we came out it was about 7pm so mum said we should go to a restaurant (being that we were in town surrounded by them) Sheasked all of us where we felt like going and I replied "Well I have a cold soI'm not really hungry. Could I just get some chips from McDonadlds or something?" but nobody liked that idea so we ended up going to this place that I really dislike (The food is really fatty and I saw a kid v* there once) and I also had this stupid coldso I wasn't in a great mood to start with, then i got the menu and everything was meat and potato and I was so not in the mood so I just asked for a salad, mum got all stressed and said I needed something more sufficent so I had a jacket potato.Meanwhile there is this table next to us full of 10 year old boys having a party. Now they didn't bother me too much at first but then they orderedthis huge ice cream for pudding and were all having acompetion to see who could eat the most!!! At this point i was trying really hard to think rationally but I kept thinking What if they v*???? then one boy started crying and saying "I feel bad" and I totally freaked, I stuck both fingers in my ears and started humming and looking at the table and mum was like "Hannah stop it!" so I tried to explain that the kids were really botherig me and she got really cross and said why couldn't we just have a nice meal for once? So I just sat there panicking and hoping they would leave soon but then they ordered cake!!! So I started hyperventilating and mum was like "Fine lets just go this was clearly a mistake" and the whole drive home she wouldn't speak to me. She wants me to start therapy again but I really don't want to! And I hate that I'm ruining things for everybody. i just wish this would alll go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!