endoscopy :o!!

[heretohelpx]

hi everyone, im new to this site but i tried to create an account last year but typed my email wrong so i was unable to actually talk and things so ive been reading all your post etc and couldnt reply or get advice grr lol but now im here lol.....

anyways, i had an endoscopy yesterday!! to try and diagnose coeliac disease... and as you can imagine i did experience the most incredible R*ing from the depth of my soul......since i was under sedation i ripped out the cable thing and they refused to try angain as i was a danger to my self...HOWEVER i thouroghly feel revitalised...(today anyway)i still cant beleive i actually went through that (they tried to put it down three times!) and i didnt die..

i am shocked that me! lol a severe emetophobic actually did the thing i fear most about V* and im still here less anxious than before as i ahve realised that it really is over within seconds!! and i felt releved and proud after wards so imagine how i will feel when i do V* as im positive it will a better experience than this

[marc_jacobs]

i have a friend with that! hi and welcome i come on a bit and only post sometimes and im sort of new i guess good job though