Hey everyone! It's been a while since I posted because I was doing better. Then suddenly over the past week, it seems like I can't win whenever I eat!
Sometimes I admit it's my fault, my food choices suck, but then there are days like today where I was careful and I feel just awful. I don't feel like I'm actually going to be sick, but my bowels and stomach are digesting loudly and I feel really uncomfortable, like I want to burp but there is food in my esophagus. I'm not having diarrhea so I can't figure out what the hell is happening inside. Does anyone feel like that, like it bothers them if they can't explain why they are feeling a certain way with a normal bodily function?
I just made my list, the one of everything I ate today and I am stumped. I took tums the other night after some bad things I ate were making me feel sick. But times like this I don't know what to do. Wait it out, take the tums, sip on some soda? And this always seems to happen when I am SO tired, but there is NO way I am going to lay down with this sensation. I know being tired can make you feel ill too, so this is only adding to it [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]
Blah! Thanks for listening to me vent!
xoxoxoxox
Misha
PS, I'm doing better with the social anxiety and agoraphobia....I'm taking Klonopin. I know there are horror stories about this med and I don't want to hear about them! It's working for me and I'm still in therapy too. I still get anxious over the nausea when I have it though.Otherwise, mostof the time I don't think about emet unless I'm seeing a movie or near a sick person.
Everyday is so wonderful, then suddenly...it\'s hard to breathe. Now and then I get insecure, from all the pain, I\'m so ashamed. I am beautiful, no matter what they say. Words won\'t bring me down.