hey all, havent been here in a while, mainly coz im coping reasonably well with my fears...

however, i have a new partner, we've only been seeing eachother for a couple of months, and its going great, i've told her about my phobia... dont think she quite understands... for example, when at the movies last weekend... there was a very graphic V* scene (haunting in connetticut, first 15mins!) she laughed at me when i looked away quickly... i told her i cant see people v* because it makes me feel like i will get s* too, she said sorry, but kept giggling about it....


other times she seems fine.... kinda....

anyway, she's just text me and said she feels s*, has d* and a headache, she's supposed to be coming round tomorrow.... how do i tell her i dont want her round until she's 100% better??? will she understand?

also, we're going to see P!nk on friday.....

there is no way i can touch or kiss her while i know she's not well, i cant risk catching it.... what do i do??........ [img]smileys/smilies_11.gif[/img] [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]