Help...

[Galadriel]

Hey all,


Well, I feel like Im in a bit of a downward spiral myself. Its getting not really good. I've been havin lots of stress and pressure lately, and its like I get afraid to really eat much. I mean well this morning for instance I ate 2 poptarts, but then on the way to class got feeling pretty nauseas (and IBS feeling crappy too) and so that scared me, I mean its like i dont dare eat in the morning. Id rather feel like crap and know its hunger than risk feeling nauseas before class. But when i try and eat something, then of course something like this happens. Well, so Ive eaten a little thro the day, feeling like a hollowed out version of myself. I just feel like crap. I came home about 8 pm from classes and stuff, and ate like 2 rolls, and some cheese, now its like 1am, and I feel real nauseas, and scared, so its like i dont dare eat anymore for fear of feeling sick. But I still feel like horse dung anways, and nauseas as hell too. Right now I feel so sick Im scared to do anything, and course I feel like exhausted on top of it cause I can't sleep. This is just hell. Its like I feel sick if I do eat, I feel sick and weak if I dont eat. I just can't win either way. I mean i try and get the courage to eat soemthing more, but then when i feel nauseas as hell after it, I get scared again and wont eat. Geez now my stomach feels real nauseas like I could v*, and almost burnyish feeling too. Course then my damn IBS has to get in on things, and that makes me feel like crap as well. I just can't win, Im so tired of this. I feel like a shell or something.

[-celeborn-]

you are always in my prayers and thoughts honey..... [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]

[faith-marilyn]

the reason why u feel sick when u eat is bcos ur body isnt used to eating. i know this isnt gunna be what u want to hear, but u NEED to eat to break the viscious circle. it may make u feel icky for a few days but that will pass and ull stop feelin sick after eating.
hope you are okay
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