Ok so I'm back from the baby shower and all went well, but just now I had the runs, I've had them for the last 3 days only in the mornings but now it happened tonight. I'm also feeling weird to my stomach, sort of n* but I don't know if its the real n* or hunger...put it this way, in 5 days I lost 6 lbs before this party. I was stressed about it being far and I am also having problems with my sister and her mom which is my aunt....I am not speaking to either of them and having to be together was not easy, and I felt pretty good with myself all day for being able to ignore them and not feel uncomfortable, but I wonder if my body didn't give me up to what I really felt inside....Even though I don't think it bothered me.....I don't know if you understand....


Anyways I took a gravol because now I started panicking, and plus I read that when your weight fluctuates, your immune system becomes weaker so now that has me totally flipping because I can't control when I gain and when I lose, I go thru periods where I can eat like a horse and other times when I can't eat at all...........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh