So I have an appointment today with my counselor at 11:00. I woke up at 7:30 with intestinal cramps again. I crapped about five times and I don't even know if I'm done yet or not. It was very irregular. Very soft stool but it wasn't exactly diarhhea. Then I started feeling nauseous and had somewhat of a gaggy feeling in my throat. I realized my hunger (Havent eaten much lately) was making me have sour stomach and it messes with me sometimes. Well I managed to eat a cracker but felt gaggy while doing so. Then I took a sip of water and an Atarax. Then my temperature was 98.9. I went outside in the cold to bring it down. it was still 98.9. So I brushed my teeth and paced a bit and now it's 97.4. Do you think I'm getting sick? The hunger I felt earlier is gone at the moment. Once it comes back I'll feel somewhat safe. I leave in two hours MAYBE. I'm thinking about canceling. I don't know if this is panic or true nausea here. Hopefully hunger will set in and the temperature will go down. I get like this all the time before leaving for appointments but today has been the worst. And the way food makes me feel gaggy has me thinking I'm definitely sick. Well, we'll see. I really don't want to cancel my appointment but I really don't want to take a chance at being sick in her office or in the car. What would you do if you were me?