Kinda graphic. No v just describing my crap. [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]
If you read my post from earlier this morning then you know I woke up feeling very nasty. I think in total I went number two about six times and each time it got a little softer. Anyways, now it still feels like I have to go but when I try it's only a little squirt and it's clearish with a brown tint and kind of mucusy. Does this mean I'm all cleaned out from the crapping I did earlier this morning. I weighed myself afterwards for fun and I was three pounds lighter. Maybe I lost some weight too but I think I lost tons of poop weight. I've always battled constipation and used a suppository yesterday and got some out. And then today the rest came out I believe. Anyways, along with the crapping came the fluctuations in my temperature. It would from 97.4 up to 99.1 and back down and them stop around 98.9. I was battling some nausea mixed with hunger too and was freezing and the thought of food made me feel gaggy. Then around 12:30 once my temperature was around 98.0 I started feeling mighty hungry and my appetite was back. The large crappings had stopped. I ate two cookies and 1/4 a chipped ham sandwich. Felt a little gross afterwards but it stayed down. I think about an hour after that I had that squirt of mucusd, or whatever you want to call it. Freaked me out but I kept myself distracted. Then at 5:30 I felt hungry again so I had two more cookies and another 1/4 a chipped ham sandwich and some pop. So here I am at 7:00 PM, almost 12 hours since this all started, and I'm still feeling off. I'm having some kind of cramps but I'm not sure if it's period cramps or intestinal cramps. My period isn't due for another week and a half. What if it's the start of an appendicitis? I'm having an occassional throat burpie. My temperature at the moment is 98.6 so it is going back up again. Damn it. But the reason why I'm writing all this is because I want your opinions. Based on everything I've said here, what do you think is wrong with me? At first I thought it was panic because everytime I have to leave the house I wake up with the craps. But even after I cancelled my counseling appointment I still felt gross and I still feel a tad bit gross at the moment. I'm still scared, of course, but it isn't full blown panic. So this isn't all anxiety related then right? Could I have picked up a bug? And will I v? If I have eaten and haven't v then I am FINE right? I feel like I'm going to have to go number two again. I hope it's not d. It's starting to get dark and I hate night time. All my v incidents after started at night and I feel so unsafe at night. I won't be able to sleep tonight. If anyone is on tonight and I'm on please IM me. My AOL/AIM is kraziqtashes. You'd really be doing me a favor because I'm really nervous. But anyways, what do you all think? Am I sick or not?