i had a panic attack because i drank a lot of cola and it felt like i was going to t*u* and while i was panicking i did something stupid ..utterly stupid..i grabed a scissor and just carved a line in my leg..The panick is gone now and my leg is hurting like hell ..i dont know how im going to explain this to my parents tomorow..i dont know why i did that ..what is wrong with me ..except the stupid emet ?