taking a break

[mystikal star]

I decided that I'm going to take a break from the site just to prove to myself that I can. It's only going to be about a week because I love you all so much and I can't be away too long. LOL. This place is amazing but I guess coming here several times a day just keeps my fear alive. I have no other life so I just sit on the internet all day and think about my life and how much it sucks and I think about my problems. I need to get myself together or I won't be here much longer. I have dreams I want to achieve and I can't do it if I'm dead or suffering with emet. Taking a break from here isn't going to cure my emet but maybe it will take my mind off of it. Wow. I'm so going to regret this when I'm dying from nausea and unable to come on here.


I hope no one is mad that I'm taking a break. Ha. You're all probably going to be happy to get rid of me for a little bit. I am annoying. Selfish. Stupid. Worthless. Hmm, I'll be back though. Maybe sooner than I think. I startDrivers Education on Monday so please wish me luck everyone. And I love you ALL so much. I HAVE to get my life together because I don't want to end up the way everyone thinks I'm going to end up. Well, thanks for listening to me ramble!!! Byee [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]

[sarahx]

You are sooo NOT annoying or selfish or anytin like that!!!!! But if u want a break then go ahead )


If things get too bad one day and you need support you can always come bk on here and we will all be here for you [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]


Good luck too!


Sarah xxx

[2jo2]

You are NOT selfish, stupid or worthless. Please don't think that. I understand about needing to take a break from here. Do what you need to do for you and we'll all be here waiting for you! Hugs!!!!!!

[Jenneh]

your not ne of thsoe things uv just aclled urself.


and of course we're not mad.its a very responsible thing for you to do.


good luck on monday -- im sure u'll get thru this week without us easy as hell!! =P


Jen xxxx

[eyecandi512]

Nobody will be mad if you take a break. And I don't believe you are any of those terrible things. That is the kind of negative self talk that keeps your fears alive. You need to tell yourself thatr you are a good person and you're going to get over this fear and live your life! And you are! I believe you are and so does everyone else on this site. Take your break, you deserve one....and good luck with driver'sw education!! I hope you feel better and we will all look foward to seeing you back here soon!! And if you need anything, you have me and all of us here to fall back on. We <3 you!!!

[terified girl]

Do not put yourself down the way you do.....I wish you the best this week and remember its ok to use this site, but like you said if you start to depend on it and never do anything else but be here then its no good for you, take a break, get lots of fresh air, start thinking about your career and future and get your damn licence girl!!!!!! You will be so happy when you have it...can you say FREEDOM?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


See you soon Misty (mmmmmm......when I went to the states, I had Misty ciggerettes and boy do I miss them.....I just miss smoking period, sorry for my breakdown but your name just made me remember!!!)


Bye!