Atrrggg, I am venting. My bf had the stomach flu earlier this week, he didnt v* he basically lived on gravol for the last two days.


Now its like lately I have no appetite, and I keep thinking that I feel sick. Do I really feel sick, or am I just thinking that I am? I took two ginger gravol at work, and I just took normal gravol now, and its like the very minute I swallow them I feel better, I was good last weekend but now its not good, I am so scared at my birthday now, I dont want to think about it, I am so sick of this primal fear, fear I feel in my bones, I just want to not worry or even think of it at all for one day. It seems no matter what I do to try and heal myself it comes back with a vengeance I dont know what to do anymore.





SOrry just venting.