Hey everyone.


I know i've been posting a lot lately, and im sorry, if im being annoying just ignore me...


Anyway, these past few days ive been feeling so good one minute then the next im really depressed. I knwo its normal to get mood swings sometimes. But when i feel dowsn, i feel like thers no way out. It feels like im in a prison and im never going to be free. Right now i feel yuk cos i ate some pizza and i wish i hadnt. I am so scared im going to be sick but im frustrated cos i dont understand why i am so afraid to be sick? Its not like its going to kill me. Im so tired of it all. Im tired of waiting for my therapy and im tired of feeling like im someone else. Sorry to depress everyone i know u all have problems and ur all going thru the same emet stuff. I just get so scared and im tired and weak and i just want it to go away.


Sarah xxx