Last night I took my fiance to the ER cause her jaw was dislocated. I felt SOOOOOO bad because there she was in pain and I was freaking out just because I SAW a kid with an emisis basin! My girl is in SO MUCH PAIN and she's comforting me! I was almost in tears. Finally she was like, "You can go to the car." and gave me the keys. So I went out and had a cigarette and sat there in the car for about a half hour.

My fiance was called almost as soon as I came back in and we were moved to a private room. Then I kept on saying how the emisis bags were RIGHT THERE! And I was all weird and shaky. UGH! I can only think of myself when dealing with this phobia, but SHE needed taking care of, not me! She did such a good job and she really understands me (She's ever so much more understanding than my family) I just wish I didn't freak out like I did. Stupid phobia!