I was eating some fish just now.. and a part of it was raw!

This is not sashimi.. it was a piece of fresh fish bought from the market.

I am upset at my grandma.. and I know I shouldn't be but it is part of this whole control thing about this phobia.

I can't eat anymore dinner. In case if I don't feel well.

I hope I don't get s*ck. I feel like my night has been ruined.