I apologize....

[NCsmile6]

Hey guys, I really apologize if my post scared anyone. I have read a few posts about people being scared and I think it is on account of me. Please know that it wasn't my intent! The factors for me all probably added up into my getting sick, I was stressing myself into a grave with school work and OCD! I also had a bug in the family! Plus the weather has been weird here, at least in my opinion. I really hope I didn't scare anyone off or make anyone too upset! Please know that wasn't my intent! The factors are different for everyone! Just because I was sick, doesn't mean you guys will be!! I apologize again!

[crazybeautiful]

Neha!! No worries, I was feeling this way before I read your post, just didn't have time to make a thread to get some support. If anything, I have a bit of hope reading your post, because YOU SURVIVED! Please, don't think you didn't anything wrong!

[NCsmile6]

**Huge relief**


Thank you, Michele! I am sorry you feel this way. I did read the thread about your professor and I apologize for that happening. It always seems tohappen to us emets, doesn't it?A few daysago in art class, a friend of mine was telling me how she got food poisoning the other day, and felt sick again. I just freaked! She HAD to use my charcoals too and sit right by me! UGH!!I think it's emets law or something that we encounter these situations! I also am happy that I gave you a little bit of hope! I did survive and I am still holding on!! YOU WILL MAKE IT TOO!!!!!


I am off to rest right now! I don't think I got enough sleep during the day! I hope everything works out for you and that you feel better!Edited by: NCsmile6

[crazybeautiful]

Yeah, I think it's anxiety, but I can't be sure!


Do you have msn? I think I had you on there, but you were never on much, I just deleted a whollllllle lot of people, lol.

[NCsmile6]

Yeah...my MSN is [email protected] I do remember chatting with you a while back! I probably won't be on tonight, because my eyes are drooping,but I hope to catch you on later! Edited by: NCsmile6

[Jenneh]

aww Neha ya silly billy... iwasnt at all "upset" by ur post...


please keep writing here.. if the people dont wnt to read it, they had a pretty clear warning.. " GRAPHIC!" didnt they? so yeah... dont feel bad, at all =P


Jen xxxx

[kellybean]

Hey Neha, don't worry about what you posted. Nobody made me read what you wrote, I wanted to know how you handled it. You did great by the way. I think what freaked me out the most is you mentioned that it was unavoidable no matter what. I know how clean and careful emets are, but we can still get sick. That's what scares me the most.


Nobody should have to worry about what they write on this board, because we all need support at one time or another!!!


Kelly

[sarahx]

I wouldnt worry cos you said about 50 times it was graphic, so nobody was forced to read it! I hope your feeling better now too!


Sarah xxx

[Melikasa]

You are so cute. I don't think it is possible for you to post anything that would bother anyone. I am just happy to see you on here. I hope everything is going well for you hun. We are here to support you when you aren't well or when you are scared. Big hugs.

[chibi]

Its part of the site. I remember when I posted about V* one year and
people freaked out and I felt bad. Its just one of the sides of using
this board- you can get help and share experiences, but we must see the
posts we sometimes dont want tosee in order to interact. Its okay!

[trickyvicky]

Neha u should not feel at all worried about your post,like the others said u made it very clear at all times that it was graphic.....we all come on here to talk about our problems other then emet.....but this site is for emets,so why should we not be able to share our thoughts and experiences......thats what we are all here for....so please don't feel bad.....i did read it last nite and at times felt a little uneasy,but it wasn't because of what u wrotebut just the fact that today i went to the dentist for work which was done under sedation and last nite i was feeling anxious but your post did not make me feel any worse.....It gives me hope and shows that even thou the experience is terrible u are still here to tell us the story and hopefully feeling so much better today......u take care of yourself and don't do to much work for school,its not worth running yourself to the ground....no one will appreciate it more if u make yourself ill......


take care Vicky xx

[clairethebear]

Don't worry hon. It doesn't take much to gross me out right nowbut you were so careful and kind in your posting to let others know that if they didn't want to read on because they felt they couldn't handle it then they shouldn't. To be honest I have been freaking out lately cause everyone seems to be getting sick in turn and I just keep worrying it will be me soon. I used to be under the illusion that emets couldn't get sick and that they had powers to stop themselves but that is obviously just not so and that just scares the hell out of me.


Anyway, you didn't do anything wrong so don't feel you have to apologise. I hope you are feeling better now.


Claire x

[terified girl]

I was definately one of those ppl who was freaked out by your post but like I also said you warned us many times and very clearly, but like someone once said here, we keep on looking even though we know whats coming and we don't want to see it, and then it haunts us afterwards, I'm so guilty of that!!!!


But don't you worry about it! I'm ok now!


Sonia

[clairethebear]

I know exactly what you mean Sonia. Why do we do that?

[terified girl]

I think we like to torture ourselves, and I really believe that, in a way!!!!


Thats also what my bf tells me all the time, he says, your just torturing yourself for something thats not even gonna happen....oh well, thats just me and maybe a million more!!!!

[Melikasa]

yeah. I know I torture myself. I picure things in my head happening and if I am in a mood it reruns over and over. Or sometimes they are old events that have happened or places I have seen "it" or seen "it" happen.