Ok I also have always told myself and others that I do not want children because I don't want them, I don't have patience, but everybody who talks to me about this says that they would picture me as a wonderful mother, especially my own mom, she keeps reassuring me that I would be fantastic, and has even proposed that if I don't want the child once its born that she will raise it, but she says that she knows that once my child is born I will never think of giving it up.


Now I am ready to deal with the morning sickness, I don't really know why because that used to be my number one concern, but now its.....once my kid is born and its growing up and it goes to school and catches all sorts of viruses, then thats when I'm going to have a problem with becoming a mother, thats where it stops me from wanting them because most kids are all stomach flu catchers!!!!!!


If what I've said makes any sense and you'd like to help me out a little, I'd greatly appreciate it.


Sonia