OK I am in full on freak out mode. My daughter had a friend spend the night last night, and this friend woke up at 1:30 and threw up all over the place. My husband had to take care of it all because I get so stressed out and can't function. Now I am in what I call my full freak out mode where the thoughts of when somebody else will get it and who is going to throw up or will I catch it consume my life. I can think of nothing else, I get shaky, get d****ah and basically can not function as a "normal" person. Of course add Christmas into the mix, and it is way worse. I am on Celexa and Buspirone. Eventually I believe I will have a full on panic attack. I get so stressed that I do not eat or drink, worrying, and I have been known to pass out in the past and end up in the emergency room. I hate being this way. I don't know what to do!!! I just had to vent, I know there is nothing anybody can do for me but perhaps I need to try a psychiatrist! HELP!!!



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