HI
Im really scared at the moment. Today my bf told me he didnt want to be with me anymore, so what was my answer, go out and get drunk. I am a complete lightweight as i do not drink through fear of being ill. Tonight i have had three double vodkas in the space of about an hour and a half and the last drink was about 2 and a half hours ago. Now im really scred im going to be ill. I made myself somethign to eat but couldnt face it and the only time that happens is when i have a stomach bug or something similar. So now im scared, if im not ill cos of alcohol. i may be ill cos of a stomach bug.
Aaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh