My friend is getting married, and last night she asked me to be in her
wedding. My boyfriend is already in the wedding party..he is
friends with the groom. I said yes, and now I'm worried.
The wedding isn't until September, but I'm having second
thoughts. Will I be ok? What if I freak out and can't walk
down the isle? The wedding will be held outside if it's sunny, so
thats good, but I'm still a little nervous. I don't want to ruin
her big day. But I'm also excited. It could be a lot of fun
if I can keep it together long enough to enjoy myself. The
wedding is about 2 hours away, so we have to book a hotel room for the
weekend...two nights away from my "comfort zone". I already
called to make sure the hotel can book a room for me on the bottom
floor...no elevatores. I hate them. They said no
problem. The bridal suit where will get our hair and make-up done
is also on the bottom floor....so I may be ok. I guess I'll just
have to hide some xanax in my flower boquet![img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]