Sometimes, and maybe this will sound a bit strange, when I feel nauseated, and I have been that way for awhile, I will get so frustrated, and I will start thinking to myself "God, I want to throw up. I just want to do it." And then I start thinking that if I do, all my fears, my anger, confusion, pain, frustration...all of that will just come up with it. I will just get rid of all the bad things inside of me if I just let myself go, let myself vomit. In those brief moments, and they don't happen too often, it's almost as if I am daring myself to throw up...it's a very fierce, passionate feeling. Anyway, never been brave enough to just let go and be sick, but I was wondering if it's just me that has these weird moments. Edited by: sweetfreak