Strange eiphinay

[x...RaChE...x]

a couple of days ago I had the strangest thought Ive ever had. I was on the way to school, kinda in a daze cos I was tired. My friend threw up at school the other day, I was kinda worried about getting a sv over the weekend so I was thinking rationally.... I thought "If I do get the sv, it'd be alright, It might get me over my phobia for the easter holidays and I might even lose a bit of weight... And if I dont, well then I dont" I suddenly got out of my daze... what the devil was I thinking...??? In a way I guess a sv would do me good... anything to get rid of my fear... but isnt that the whole point OF the fear??? Im still terrified, dont get me wrong, but Ive come to realise it'll only last a day or two... thats not too bad if you think about it, just two days of hell to get me cured.... Im being wierd today lol... but slighty hopeful

I thought Id just share that with you all

[olschesky]

hopeful is a good feeling.......keep it up

[x...RaChE...x]

Thanks I will xxx