well, I was talking to my mom. She is the most understand mother anyone could have. Sheès suffered from OCD so she knows how I feel with all this anxiety.


She told me she thinks that we are not scared of V*ing! She thinks that V*ing is a face of our fear. basically she said she think we all handle anxiety and fear in different ways, some people end up anorexic or afraid of frogs, we end up with a fear of V*ing. She said what we really are afraid of goes WAY deeper and this is how its reared its ugly head.


This makes alot of sence. I dont feel so lost anymore. have you guys already realized this, or am Ia french fry short of a happy meal, or am I on to something...