For the as far back as i can remember, I have had this horrible fear of hearing anyone throw up. including my family members. I run out of the area if someone is about to be sick. If anyone ever got that stomach flu thing in my house, I would leave the house for days. Anymore, this has gotten much worse and extended to making travel for me impossible as well. It's hard for me to travel due to the fact that I am always thinking "what if I got sick?"... or "what's going to happen if I feel sick?". I have this horrid fear of being sick to my stomach and literally cannot do anything when I feel this way. Being that I am 17, I still cry and want nobody around me but my mother when I feel this way. It's embarassing. I wish there was something I could do about this. Most times, I shake violently when I think I feel sick and sometimes have a racing heart,trouble breathing, and sleeping. I feel that I can't do much without this on my mind. I feel so alone among all my friends as well.