I V*ed Today!!!

[sunshine16]

Omg...it happened.


I'm still in shock. omg omg omg...


3 times.


I got the stomach bug.


omg omg omg...

[sunshine16]

GRAPHIC


well this mornin i felt very nausea but i thought it was just anxiety. then i got diarreah so i stayed home from school. i was practically livin in the bathroom. so at about 9 i had just pooped and the i felt reallly nasea, so i ran to the sink and retched and my mom came running and everthin came out.then about a half hour later, it happened again except this time was so much worse, it was all warm and even came out my nose. then at quarter to ten i did it again (3rd time). its now 7:14 and i havent again but have the runs very badly, so i think its the stomach flu (its goin around) and i cant eat ne thing without coming close to v*ing. and im worried its gonna happen overnight but its been 8 hours so mayb that part is over?

[sunshine16]

but the thing was it was a real relief. the third time i was like, let it come plz, i just wanted to feel better. i still feel like crap tho but no more v witch is good. the thing is today was my bfs last day of school (hes movin tomorro) and we were havin a party but i culdn't go becuz i was sick and i feel aweful. i feel so guilty. but so sick. I just need to know if im gonna v anymore!! and the retching was the worst. its like dry heaves and then all this v comes out. eww and then it got all in my nose and i felt, senses, smelt, and tasted nothing but v. When will it end???

[2jo2]

Wow, sorry to hear you're sick. It sounds like it's done if you haven't v'd for 8 hours. Hope you're feeling better soon!

[sunshine16]

but the thing is, the panic is like, a billion times worse than the actual thing. i was kinda in shock after it happened. i havent v since grade 2!! so i guess it kinda numbed my phobia a bit, but im still kinda dreading doin it again.


So yeah....


I'm still in dis belief.


after i did it, i looked at it, and im like, "i just v*ed." and then I laughed so freakin hard. i dunno why.


Im not gonna go to school tomorrow. imagaine if i had today?? omg.


But im kinda proud of myself for the way i handled it. just wanted to share.


sorry if it was graphic[img]smileys/smilies_11.gif[/img]

[sunshine16]

Thanks 2jo2! yeah i think im done, i just hate the thougot of night coming =(

[2jo2]

So your emet isn't better or worse? I had to ask because you seem super calm. I'm very impressed!


I've imagined that we probably make this whole thing to be worse than it is.... it's the wondering and not knowing that I hate about it, so I know what you mean about being scared waiting for night to come. I would have to say tho that I'm sure it's over. Just let your stomach rest for now and try and eat something light tomorrow so you don't overdo it.


Feel better!!!!

[sunshine16]

Thanks!! Yeah I really was calm about it, i felt good, like i gave emet a kick in the ass! =)


Tonite I think I'll take some gravol to help my tummy and help me sleep. I think the worst that will happen is that I'll loose some weight running back and forth to the toliet making a stinky deposit ;-)


Thanks guys! It feels so much better to get this off my chest. it helps me realize its not all that bad!!

[spilled_milk]

Oh wow! I'm sorry to hear that you v*d, but you seemed to handle it VERY well! I really hope you feel better soon. And oh, after 8 hours it seems very unlikely that you will v* again.


<3 Anya--

[wing]

Oh gosh, sorry to hear that! [sorry i didnt read the graphic part before i scare myself..] You are sooooo brave though! I hope you feel better!

[snowangel]

Hi Sunshine
I am so sorry to hear you v*** today...I know this sounds weird but I am kind of envious...I I think Stomach Flu is going around in toronto right now and I just want to get it OVER with !! that way, I dont have to think about it for a long time...I have been freaking out all week. please let me know was it really bad? Are you happy its over? Are you feeling better?

[auggiedoggie12]

It wasn't food poisoning was it? I mean Ive never heard of diareah before vomiting with the flu. Maybe I'm just trying to convince myself its not going around.


Well congrats on getting through it... It scares the s*** out of some of us but it also reminds us that one can live through it!


Oh yea, and I seriously doubt you will v* now that its been over 8 hrs. That is very rare. Your body might still give you the s***s, but atleast it almost out!


Lauren

[bethany]

OMG!!!!!!!!!
i am soooo proud of you! and jealous..i wish i had gotten it over with.........wow i feel great for you, i'm gonna pray for you, you should be so proud of yourself..you're a new person! [img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]

[Galadriel]

Hey Sunshine!


Wow you go! Man see, it seems the anxiety before you actually do it is the worst. Thats what I find anyways. You handled it very well. Its funny but after I was sick for the first time since like 3rd grade about 2 years ago, I laughed as well!


I too also have had the runs before I v* each of the 3 times Ive had a stomach bug in the past few years. I guess some of them are just preceeded by the runs. Just keep reminding yourself that yes its bleh, but you felt better after you did it, adn your okay and still alive and here. I am very proud of you. I don't think that you will be sick again, usually after its been hours since youve v*, then that pretty much means your done being sick like that, but you will prolly still get runs some for awhile tho. This is how 3 of my stomach bugs went as well. I hope you feel better soon, and try not to feel guilty about missing the party, you were legitimately sick! [img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]

[roxi27]

Sorry to hear that. But you should be sooo proud of
yourself!!!! I had a bug last year, and although I didn't laugh,
I did give a thumbs up to my sister. (as my head was hanging over the
toilet) She was nice enough to spend the whole night in the
bathroom with me. Isn't it strange?.....we spend our lives
worried about something, and then when it happens, we are perfectly
fine. As for you being sick again, it probably won't
happen. I got sick 6 times in 3 hours. I drank water to
stay hydrated, but it came right back up. Then my sister gave me
ginger ale, and it worked. I sipped it for an hour, and then fell
asleep. I woke up hungary the next afternoon. So good for
you. You got through it like a champ. Let us know how you
are. Carrie

[donna1216]

I hope you are feeling better, that sounds awful!! You really did handle it well, be proud!!

[Jenneh]

wow... your one brave kid.


Jen xxx

[sthlm]

WOW


AMAZING that youdid it.


Hope you feel better. I actually liked the graphic parts, I would have imagined the worse scenario if you hadn´t told us the whole story.


One question, Why is it that most of us pjuke 3 times when we are sick??. I had the bug last year and also pjuked 3 times and the third I praid for it cuz my tummy was hurting so bad, I just wanted to get it overwith.


E-mail me if you want to talk or anything.


take care/miriam

[2jo2]

How are you today, Laura?

[bethany]

Just wanted to say one more time that i am soooooooooooo proud of you!! [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img] [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]

[rhinoseri]

One question, Why is it that most of us pjuke 3 times when we are sick??. I had the bug last year and also pjuked 3 times and the third I praid for it cuz my tummy was hurting so bad, I just wanted to get it overwith.

Last time I got sick, when I was ten, I got sick three time also. Strange.

[princessmel]

I hope you are feeling better now. [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]

[Louise]

Oh no...... your's sounds much worse than mine [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]I've only been sick once, so far......!!


And ewwwwww about it coming out your nose [img]smileys/smilies_11.gif[/img]must have been very traumatic for you!





Hope you get well soon - i know how you're feeling [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]

[redapple]

very proud of you, you've been very brave! I'm sure the worst is over but you may have diarrhea for a day or two.


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[youngemet222]

One question, Why is it that most of us pjuke 3 times when we are sick??. I had the bug last year and also pjuked 3 times and the third I praid for it cuz my tummy was hurting so bad, I just wanted to get it overwith.

Last time I got sick, when I was ten, I got sick three time also. Strange.

Wow.The last time it actually happened to me was, like, four years ago and I did it three times too. Maybe three is just a common number for stomach viruses.... I wonder...


Lizzy

[youngemet222]

I am sorry to hear that you were sick. Vomiting sucks! Unfortunately, it is inevitable. At least, it seems you are taking it well. That is a good thing. I would be freaking out.


Lizzy

[nicki]

I hope you are feeling better. I had a stomach bug at Easter time and was sick on something like 15 different occasions in 5 hours (and mulitple times each occasion). Although with the amount I was ill it was more likely to be food poisoning as the being sick was every time i moved and then just suddenly stopped. The first time i was really panicky but then each time after that it didnt bother me at all. I guess the first time its because i didnt know what was going to happen and i hate feeling like that.

[NCsmile6]

Laura,


WOW GIRL!!! You seriously did kick some emet ass over there!! I'm very proud of you!!!! Coming from a similar situation recently, I feel your pain...but you seemed to have handled it better than I did!! Good for you!!


**HUGS**


Hope you are doing better, sweetie!!! It sounds like with the attitude you have, the emet doesn't have a fighting chance! [img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]Edited by: NCsmile6

[pussinboots]

This happened to me two years ago at Christmas.There was a bug going round in the residential home where my Mum lives. Usually when I get a stomach bug I just get the runs so felt sure that if I caught it that time thats how it would be, but I was wrong. I actually V--d for the first time in fourteen years. I too couldn't believe it was happening. I'd got Mum staying at my flat at the time which I was really glad about as I have never yet v--d on my own! I'd felt fine all day and eaten a feast of food at my brothers house but during the night I woke up feeling queasy and sweaty. I just tried telling myself it was the usual nausea and it would go off if I distracted myself but that time no amount of distraction would make it go away. I went to the toilet and suddenly got a bout of the runs so I told myself I'd got the bug but it would just be the runs and nothing else. I went back to bed but the nausea wouldn't go away so I got up and paced up and down the flat like mad, then I got a watering sensation in my mouth that wouldn't go away no matter how much water I drank. I started to really panic then and burst into tears, I went into my bedroom where Mum was also and told her I felt unwell. She has dementia but thankfully can still understand things, she knew I wasn't well and urged me to get back in bed and said then I would feel better but then all of a sudden I got this foul taste in my mouth and spit something out onto the quilt (sorry if this is graphic), I realised I had v--d but couldn't take it it. I'd managed to avoid it for fourteen years so surely it couldn't be happening? Then it happened again but it was a tiny bit, just like a spot. I cleaned it up and got into bed, still believing I couldn't block it out and stop it happening. I slept for about half an hour and then needed the toilet again so I went and sat on the toilet and then could fight it no more, I leaned over the sink and v-d. I did what I've always done and called out for my Mum, she came to me and held my hand while I did it. I was so glad I wasn't on my own. I was in shock literally, couldn't believe it had happened. I went back to bed fearing I would do it again but I fell asleep, I woke next morning not very well at all, I had bad pains in my stomach but didn't V again. It took me about two weeks to get back to eating normally as I was so afraid any food would make me V but surprisingly enough it hasn't made my emet come back as bad as it did years ago when I V'd then after a long time of not doing it and thats what triggered it off in the first place. I panic now if I feel sick or get the runs but when I feel OK then the fear subsides. Touch wood, I haven't V'd since that night.

[sunshine16]

Wow guys thanks for all your replies!!


Sorry I didn't reply sooner, but yesterday I slept practically all day and feel a bit better. I haven't v*ed any more and the runs are slowing down, but I still have that dull, achey feeling in my tummy. It's not like its nausaea, its just blah. I am starting to eat without poopin it out (sorry 2 b gross) so some stuff is gettin in me. Yeah, its not food posioning becuz I ate normally and usually food posioning is much worse. It's goin around the school like wild fire, so I suppose that I was due for it. And yeah, it is nice to get it over with, becauz now I know i'm kinda immune to it for a while.


But compared to thurs morning, i feel soo much better. and my friends have been great too,you know? like its sumthin for me to get a bug, and they all know that, that phone was ringing off the hook. and my bf was so sweet, he talked to me for hours on the phone to make up for me missin the party. and my friend who knows about my emet was especially nice, she brought some chicken soup and a teddy bear over =) and then theres you guys, its been wonderful reading your posts.


even thoi believe i no longer fear myself vomiting (shockin, eh?) I still am in disbelief. Its like, yeah, I threw up thursday!I still go "What? WOW!". its funny, but in a way Im glad it happened, it helped my emet a lot. see everything happens for a reason. today if i feel a lil better im even gonna get out of these smelly pjs (lol) and do some christmas shopping!! thats how much better I feel. I am still really tired and yucky but thats understandable, I used muscles down there that i hadnt for YEARS! so its all good.


Thanks soo much for your support guys! luv you all!