Lately, I've been feeling like i just wanna give up all the time. I can't stand eating and when I do I get mad at myself for eating too much. I never have anything to keep me busy and always obsess over getting exercise between every single meal, because I fell like if I don't, then I won't be hungry later and I'll v* from eating. I don't have any friends and I haven't got out of my house in a while. I am so depressed and every time I try to do something, I just lose interest or tell myself that I don't like to do normal things like other kids or people my age. I haven't had fun in so long... I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy. I'm just so sick of my life! My family tries to understand but there isn't anything in my life that I can look forward to or be proud of, so they are out of answers basically. I just needed to let everything out and I hope someone can help me somehow.