I'm so scared. I don't want to do this anymore - I CAN, but it is just too painful. My 3 kids and husband all depend on me to be so strong and I just want to RUN as far away as I can, especially when someone has been sick.


I'm still waiting for my other 2 kids to get sick (just at X-mas!), I can't sleep right, I'm not eating, I've got the sweats . . .


Even when the illness is over, there's not much for me to be excited about.


Thanks for listening/reading.