so im 20 years old and just found out i have a bloodclot in my lung....which is deadly. now im on 2 blood thinners that make me feel really hot and sick.......i just had my little girl, Serenity, almost 2 weeks ago, she was 11 weeks premature. so, i have a new baby in the nicu and i was in intensive care for 3 days....omg, is my life ever going to stop being so crappy???