Im having a major problem, I dont know what to do or how to deal with it. I dont think I can watch my bfs son anymore. Ive been doing this for over a year and now I feel I cant get better when I cant focus on myself. I havent gone home in a few days Ive been staying with my parents. We talked yesterday around noon and he hasnt tryed to contact me since. I feel like he should want to know how im doing and want to check on me since he knows im not doing good. Should I have called or texted him? Hes really hard to talk to when I bring up something he doesnt like I get short answers like k or its fine. Then theres the fact im starting to feel used. Theres no affection in our relationship really. Theres hardly any I love yous or kisses. We havent held hands in idk how long. We dont go on dates either. I feel like im only good for cleaning making dinner and watching his son. Im so hurt and hollow feeling right now... When we are together its like im still watching the baby he kinda just sits back and lets everyone else do the hard work. Thats how it feels to me, Ive brought up some of this to him before and our relationship changes for a day or two and its back to this. I know he doesnt reallly understand what im going through and I feel like this is all my problem. Someone out there please help me. Please.