I haven't posted in awhile, I almost felt free. Until tonight.... My husband wakes up at 5 this morning with pain in stomach and v. Then all of a sudden here I am laying in bed wide awake and frozen with fear. I cover my ears and hum to myself. I really feel crazy. And I feel like I need to comfort him. But all I can do is be afraid and fear that we all are gonna get it. It's aweful but that's how I feel. I'm still in shock. I don't have my mom to whine to anymore.