OK, well, tomorrow:

I am going to school for the first time in 8 weeks
I have a MAJOR exam first thing in the morning

Right now, I feel so, so, so sick. Is this normal? To feel sick with anxiety???? Ahhh...I'm really dreading tomorrow. What will people say about me? They think I have a mental illness, but it's just emet.

What if I v* in the exam room? What if I wake up in the morning and I have a bug or norovirus and I just go into school and I v*? OMG. I AM SO SCARED. IFS*

*I feel sick.