sv going around my town but ive never really paid attention to it.it happens yearly but ive made it so far,im 20 years old havent v since 8 years old.my emetophobia hasent caused me any trouble ever untill now.everyone in my home had sv except dad and me two weeks ago.i didnt eat for a week.i washed my hands untill dry amnd cracked and i even washed them with bleach and lysol.i was even hospitalized because i was suicidal.i was a littlew better but when i got on fb i saw a few friends of mine posting that they were sick and it triggered it agn.im just so worried that i have it or that its incubating that i cant sleep or eat.i can barely take care of my son.how can i live like this untill april when its all over.i cant live like this!someti,mes i feel death is the only way out because everuy year this goes around and it seems to get worse every year and the vaccine is taking forever. in actuality i dont want to die.i want to have a happy normal life like i had before everyone got sick.my doc gave me zofran just n case i did get sick but im scared what if it doesnt work.how am i going tio live like this every year!any advice would be greatly appreciated!i know there are people who are like 40 years old and havent thrown up since they were 8,how did you get past the sv evey year like that.im soo scared!please help!