My last post was around halloween-ish. I haven't posted, nor have I even been on this site since then.

Last time I was here, I was considering doing night school, because of my panic attacks. Shorter time period, more relaxed environment, etc. I had a 504 plan made up and started night school the following week. It has been absolutely wonderful! I've finished my science for the year, and now I'm only 2 credits away from graduating high school! My emetophobia has plagued me for all of my high school years, and I'm proud to say that it hasn't interfered with my graduation!!

As for progress on my phobia...
I went back on the same medication I was on before my panic attacks started up again, and it still hasn't really had much of an effect. ALSO, New Years Day was the worst day of my life. I had the sv. I was having serious suicidal thoughts during the entire night, but I was very thankful that my mom was sitting next to me the entire time things were happening. All those thoughts are completely vanished at this point. I also had my boyfriend just a short phonecall away and he was basically up with me the entire night hearing my ranting and raving about how horrible life was and all that. I'm very glad to have a sound support system that got me through it. My mom thought my phobia would completely dissapear afterword, but so far it's only gotten worse. I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow and hopefully she can see what she can do to help me out.

If you read all this, thank you SO much for listening to me rant about my experiences lol